Just a Dream

One

Two

Three

Four

soon,

Five?

I've been away

from home

from parents

from younger brothers

from family relatives

from my dearest friends

for 4 months

Can you believe this? 

Time flew so fast

although i've got used to this new environment 

this new place

a new world

I still miss those little things that kept my heart warm

Yes

Many things have changed

I am proud of that

I am happy of whats right

but those little things again

kept my tears dripping for a few nights

I hope that whoever is reading this

APPRECIATE what you have

learn to LOVE what you have

they might be ignorance to you

but they just want the best for you

cause when time comes to a close end

you'll realize what you've been missing 

for your whole life

dont regret

make things the best you can 

I ♥ You

it isn't hard to tell it to your parents

they dont know

if you dont express

tell them

mean it

love them

as who they are

because this is not a dream

you can only make things right

ONCE

in your life time

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I know this blog is short

I have a lot of things to do

sorry

but

please

Smile

( :

xoxo
with ♥



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She says ; All that I need to survive ♥

 Santa Barbara Mission

Hello World ♥

Its finally Friday again ! 

As you can tell, im all hyper cause we're having a week off for Thanks Giving ♥

Yep, a week off babeh! ♫~

Anyways, quite a lot of things happened for the past 2 weeks. 

Sorry that I didnt update my blog last weekend, was so busy till Im lazy :D

So yea, let me begin my story with last Tuesday ♥

My brother and I finally got permission from our parents to buy the SLR we wanted for quite some time. 

its Canon 60D ♥ its a sexy DSLR. 

The reason that we wanted to buy a SLR is cause we're both photographers for our school and clubs and stuff AND we love taking pictures :D

So yea, we bought the camera from bestbuy on Wednesday ♥ and we were really excited about ♥ 

Thursday -

It was a day off from school. We drove to Santa Barbara to visit a few friends and just go around the place.

The place is very beautiful and relaxing . Im not really good at telling stories, so please enjoy some pictures we took :D

Ps Pictures are not in order (:

UC Santa Barbara Campus

 Ze Beach

i was having a tummy egg ><"

 'Healthy'

 LOL ! Macia D:

 One of my Favorite picture x)

Im an angel (:

The Church @ the Mission

Nicole ! ♥

 Karate Kid ?

Inside the Church ♥

Way back home D:

Friday -

My brother's birthday ♥ blew a candle on a cake, thats your present of the year ♥

Saturday - 

Went to School to take some pictures for the Tennis Tournament. Then the party begins :D

Macia and I planned a surprise for my brother on saturday. we gathered everyone of his friends who could attend (:

I was really really excited for the day! :D

but it wasn't a successful surprise cause he kind-of realize something suspicious D:

so anyways, here's the link to the pictures. 

*click the picture*

Video's will be uploaded soon, i hope :D

hmm, thats about the whole (last) week :D

OH Did I ever mention that I got into the semi-finals for a contest? lol

This competition is from China, my mother introduced me to join :D

its a competition where you ask your friends and family to vote for you and just introducing yourself to the world. and If the judges like you, you'll accomplish to the next round.

The final prize is that if you're in the top 10, they'll fly you to China for an extreme class, they'll teach you about being a celebrity and they'll train you to BE a celebrity.

They'll also pick a few finals to shoot movies or advertisement and stuff. LOL

so yeah, i didnt believe that i got into semi finalists when i didn't even do anything :O

but it happened, mainly because of my mother and her friends. They voted alot for me (:

THANK YOU MUMMY ♥

honestly, I didnt actually pay any attention to it.. but now that im in the semi, im just gonna try for it haha (:

So anyways, FEEL FREE TO VOTE FOR ME :D

cause my mother and her friends are busy now-a-days, so yea. I guess i need some help? :D

OH and, now that we have a SLR camera, me and my friend will start posting video's online about our singing. because we both love singing and we do alot of duets together (:

its not something special compare to other youtubers. 

We're just typical human beings doing random covers (:

but i know one thing that means alot to me, is that I could share my music with YOU guys, my family and friends.. It'll mean so much if you actually check our videos out and just share it to EVERYONE ♥

So yea, feel free to check it out soon (:

*link will be posted on Facebook by next week (11/23)*

School is pretty much the same for me, just that im getting lazier and lazier cause there's more and more hw and test's everyday.. my grades are falling a little. im worried D:

but hey, atleast im doing better than I was back in Malaysia (:

Many of you guys have been asking me about school, and i really wanna share with you. 

but its just a really really long story to tell :(

I'll try my best to update if i could ♥ kay?

BTW, I grew fatter D:

RANDOM THOUGHTS *

1) sometimes, when things happen, they happened to HAPPEN.

It might not MEANT to be, but it depends how you react to it ; and how you take it in.

When things fall apart.. it doesn't mean that its the end of everything.

Life is like a block of hill. there are ups and downs. you must learn how to climb, and be careful when you're going down. once you slip, its probably over, unless you're smart enough to hook on something, and climb back up (:

2) I want to hold your hands, cause i know you wanna hold mine too ♥

Like I said, things happened to happen ♪ I know that there's something in between, but im still not sure if its true; cause there are so many reasons for it to turn around, to be a lie.

So please don't blame me for my aura. I wanna get close, but there should be a distance. Just incase anything happen. I dont wanna loose you ♥

3) umm.. I forgot what else I have in mind D:

guess i'll continue next time x)

Happy Thanks Giving! ♥

Take care my buddies ♥

♪ Cyd ♫

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Breathless

You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful you're leaving me

Breathless

O M G . 

PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF
IM TOO HARSH ON ANYTHING 

OR 

EVEN MY LANGUAGE 

BECAUSE 

IM TOO DARN MAD RIGHT
NOW .

I feel very bad
myself so suddenly 

because 

i realize how i
haven't been thinking before i speak, 

i hurt other's
feelings 

and 

i humiliate myself

infront of others.



I feel so stupid,

im frustrated with
myself.

since when did i
change so bad? 

oh wait, im always
bad -.-

PLEASE FORGIVE ME, 

TO ANYONE WHOSE
READING THIS 

AND 

IF YOU THINK I've
USED YOU 

OR 

BEEN HURTING YOU WITH
MY WORDS, 

IM SORRY :(

......................................

Another thing is, 
i dedicate this song to myself. 

Cause i've been FACEBOOK'ING,

not tweet,

too much! that my parents think im using too much time on net.

OH WAIT, i was -.-

Sorry that i've been crazy on facebook,

i did some thinking these few days

and

realize (again) how i've been using facebook so much that no 

one even bothers to look at my stuff.

WTF WAS I THINKING?

THEY"LL SEE MY POST"S SO THAT THEY"LL REMEMBER ME?

you wish -.-

i tried to cut down on facebook this weekend,

and will continue doing the same for the rest of my life.

If you find me spending too much time on fb..

just tell it in my face.

i'll stop (:

............................................

Since i dont wanna update facebook so much anymore, i'll be posting some self portrait pictures here :D

As Usual.. x)

Im currently learning the american style football games.. its pretty interesting :D

watching them risking their lives every second on the field :D

 My school's game

Brother's school's game

PICTURE TALKING TIME! ♥

I've got my yearbook Press Pass yo ♥

How'd you like my curled hair? :D
I look pretty mature with it :O

Still learning some songs on the weekends (:

Spent some time with all my school seniors (brother's friends) on the weekends (: 

 ♥ Choc +strawberry ♥ 

 

 ♥ MANGO shave ice ♥

 Class of 2008 ♥

 STRAWBERRY SHAVE ICE ♥ and this is small :O


USC CAMPUS
My brother's dream school..
ITS SO PRETTY :D

a random picture i took that on our way back home, it came out SO BEAUTIFUL. 

I swear i didn't edit anything :O

HAHA, Allen trying out girl's clothes at Walmart :D




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Went to the park for some football game with my brother and my cousin's today, and guess who we actually saw? 

He asked us if we wanna play, but nahh. hahahah maybe next time Wes, next time (:


AL-RIGTHY, i got to go now :D
School again tomorrow (:
BYE(:



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