Yeahh Birthday! <3

Happy Birthday-ta my Hunnae!!!
JJ 林俊杰！
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!
<3

21st-22nd
Went to kuantan!
24th
Did my Oral today! i felt so retarted! like OMG!
25th
Went for EdBoard meeting taday' the people are nice, but somehow scary.
they did a short briefing about photo shooting day.
some how, as "lucky" as i thought, my senior to guide me on duty is Rachel Wong,Susan's daughter. Like LOL! well, im guarding station 5 of 8 of them. gonna duty on tuesday morning and whole day on Wednesday. so, yeahh, i'll be guided from my seniors to make sure everything is alright. and ALSO! B4 will be under MY CONTROL! wahahah! lol.
26th
YanJiangHan from Astro AEC came to school. LOL. he said he was a CHSian and he didn't come back for 10 years already. Pn.Chee was a great teacher who took care of him. and yeahh, i saw him in the teachers office with bunch of camera and people blocking the whole road, which is perfectly enough to fit 2 person. yet.u knoww.... =="

Parents been talking bout GOING TO LA! this few days. hahah. happy enough. but im afraid. seriously, im sad. because, i somehow think that my life is a little invisible.
exam results came out very quickly, and im very dissapointed on myself. i told my self i had to pass all the subjects before the exam week starts. so i tried by best studying. but my results end up worse than i thought. i thought it would get better since its the first exam of the year and i've stutied. Now, i dont know how to face my parents.
i took my time thinking of it, and i told my self, no matter what happens, i have to pass every single subject next semester. if not, i'd rather not going to US.
Im somehow invisible, i've said before. people can just jump to another person when im halfway talking to them. yeahh, u guys have MORAL.
i've been like, teased by some people's this whole week for no reason.
Everyone thinks that i did not study, they just say like that because i failed some subjects or get low marks for it.
I know its going to hurt some of u, but im going to do like what jerica did long time ago.
YOU PEOPLE SEES ONLY THE BAD SIDE OF ME, IF I DO SOMETHING WRONG, U'LL F ME LIKE A PEICE OF SHIT, A USELESS ONE. YOU HAVE ALL THE RIGHTS TO BE BOSSY, AND IF I DO, U'LL BE LIKE F her, this and that. LIKE WHAT IS UR PROB MAN! IM SOFT TO U DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DONT HAVE TEMPER. SO WATCH UR F-ING MOUTH BEFORE MY FIRE BURNS UP LIKE A MAD ONE.
and i admid the time i took to study wasn't enough. and i'll take it all. everything i deserve to be scolded from my parents, but not U. i have no rights to stand up from yall, i have no one to talk bout how u guys treated me. i have no guts to say No, not to help u. and i have 100% no words to describe how i have felt pass few days. so, WATCH UR MOUTH BEFORE U SPEAK TO ME, or else u'll get IT and dont regret it.

CHS idol first aud' will be held tomorrow.! can't wait!
wish me luck!

and lastly,
Happy birthday to JJ and belated birthday to By2.
Happy Early birthday to my Daddy and Shih Kuan <3 color="#9999ff">wish u guys all the best and wishes come true.

pls: Photo will be uploaded a little later. phone is not with me right now! ><"