你不必爱我 |阿宾|

Hey guys, sorry for the late update.
i have something really serious to talk about today.
i wont be telling stories about the past week, but instead. i'll be telling how i feel.
Its lee hom's concert today, now. and i dont get a damn chance to go.
my parents grounded me from everything about Music. and i shouldn't be bloggin either.
also, Canceling Lee hom's concert is also one thing.
I told my parents that i hate them when their on the way to the stadium.
and it really took my guts out to press the "send" key of my phone.
its the first time that im telling my parents i hate them and i think it will be the last.
i said i never wanna talk to them also. and so my mother msged back.
she says she's really hurted, so am i.
[long story goes on, dont wanna tell]
i dont know why would i wanna say something like that to her.
i dont know what makes me think of it.
i dont know what to think of than angry.
its so complicated.
they called over and scolded me back.
i think i've really gone too far. and makes things reall' bad.
I dont think i deserve the rights to be a good daughter.
i dont think i deserves the right to be chalenge their patients.
and i dont think i deserves the right to be a member of this family.
Everything just doesn't seem right in my life.

I regret so much now.
i dont know how to take it back.
Im sorry,
is it so hard to be told?
i cant do it.
i dont know why.

To all Asshole who are so glad i missed the concert:
U're lucky. say waht ever fuck words u want to me. i dont care anymore. Tease me as much as u want. but one thing's for sure. I took pic with LeeHom and that is the one and only thing u'll never get.

Dad and Mom:
Im sorry.