因为你

因为你 没有谁能替代

因为你 在所以我存在
我不要在分开
把时间停下来买下来 让烟火坠不下来
因为你 历史都能更改
没有你 我就不要未来
当世界都崩坏 只要回忆还在
你的爱 就能让我活过来

Hey Hey! im back from Penang! and PMR didnt turn out nice. ><"

well, i knew what will happen anyways. Went to the temple a day before the results came out. Preyed hard to not fail. Turns out, Buddha told me to believe in me, myself. Buddha says i knew what i wanted. and if i want more, i gotta work more. So yeahh, results were as how i imagined. my parents were speechless and disappointed. So am I. cause i've failed myself and my family. FAILED my life.

anyways, Here are some pics to enjoy. so, ENJOY (:

So yeahh, went for Jet Skii-ing with dad. i drove the JET! ahhaha (: IT was AWESOME!

we almost fell off the Jet when we have our U-turn in the middle of the Sea. hahahahah!

I also went ont he Para Sailing aka (my language) Parashoot FALL. LMAO

It wasn't scary AT ALL! instead, its like flying on a machine! You should totally try it someday! its awesome and i honestly have to say, ITS Not SCARY! seriously, hahahahah!

Well, went to the Penang Gurney Drive the other night. its a foodcourt next to the Road, Next to the big dark ocean. (please dont mind, i dont know how to differentiate Ocean and Sea! ==") then went to Gurney Plaza. it took us 20 minutes to get to the mall from the hotel! oh and we stayed in HolidayInn. well, we parked our car then head down to the food court. but when we pass by a shop (which i forgot the name)beside the corridor, i heard Love Me by JustinBieber! i was like SHOCK! someone in Malaysia ACTUALLY KNOwS JUStiN! and PLAYING his Song! hahahahhahah! im proud of it! so i told my parents. then only i "accidentally" reminded my father to pass me my Christmas Present [aka Justin's CD] from Macia! then my dad gave the CD to me in the hotel. i was totaly wondering if the Golden Tix will be in there. then i just closed my eyes and open the CD cover. TURNS OUT IT WAS IN THERE! THE GOLDEN TIX IS THERE!!!! i was WTF?! is this real?! or am i dreaming?! *clearly im not =="* Im just so surprised!

Now, i wanna officially THANK 3 People, 1-Macia 2-Dad 3-Dear Lord, GOD

I havent summit my entry to join the game. It says i HAVE to be a LEGAL American or Canadian. so AM I LuCKY? I Am an AMERICAN! have the passport and everything else. But i have a big MINOR problem. i dont live there now. how am i going to summit my entry to win the prize? gahh` Guess i'll just have to find a way! but atleast i know im mean't to Meet Justin in anyway. (: *GLAD*

Christmas was Last Friday (: 

We went over to aunty Lee Chern's house to celebrate!

Honestly, this is the first time in so many years i become great friend's with other teenagers and kids. cuz im always the one AT THE SIDE. but this time, i just went like whatever, just enjoy the night. hahhahaha (: then i walk up to them and say HI :D

I did a piano performance as entertainer. which is kinda weird cuz its also my FIRST time evr playing infront of everyone without getting ready with anything. LMAO i played River Flows By You - Yiruma. Everone was impressed *phew* But Dad says its different from the time i played at home. well, We have a PIANO, but my aunty's sons uses KeyBoard. so there ARE differences between. but im glad everyone enjoyed the song anyways, hahahha (:

PERASAN.*

Well, another story now. been on TJ's facebook ever since my first time seeing them @ genting. im like a family with their fans now. always checking out their moves and being crazy all over them for like 24/7 if im online (: 

So yeahh, i joined the fun @ Sense Cafe, IOI Mall just now. the place wa CROWDED! so madly! i went there late, so everything was a little... squishy o.0 

Well, there was a QnA session where u ask a question then you'll get a poster. i raised up my hands few times from where i was standing, in the Middle. but when Nicholas (aka MC) saw me, i didn't raise up anymore. because i thought that there will be a Games session. but turns out there weren't. so, i've actually missed a chance! gahh` the questions others ask are quite typical. I've already got ready with mine. which might catch the crowd to laugh, that is.. "Did u guys put on lip sticks while u take the shoot? Cause ur lips are so red!" hhahhahahah (: i wonder how will everything turn out if i really ask that question. LMAO.

but anyways,

Enjoy the Photo's!  

Well, This is Nicholas from 988--MyFM. Saw him like a thousand times before! but this is the first time we take pictures together! hahahahah

There's also something that i am very happy about :D

I did a video for TJ when i was in Penang and posted it up last night. 

I posted @ TJ's Facebook account and in a coincidence, example::

I posted @ 11.02.10pm

TJ posted @ 11.02.52pm

you understand what i mean?! Its like we're both online in th same time! 

i wasn't sure if they've saw the vdeo that time, was really curios! 

And today, I've put my guts out (well it was just a smooth move actually..) to ask them!

I waited untill the last few of us only i line up for the signing. then it was Jack signing the Cd's first. so i gave Jack the cover and then called him. "A Zhe!" then he just did a very quick glance trough just to see how i look. and suddenly he said "eh?!" and i was like OMG! hahahhahahah. then i ask if they have seen the video. Jack said "yeahh, saw it! the one you took in Penang, right?" and i was like.. *yeahh* Jack continued to ask if i had fun, then ofcourse, i said yess.. but i also said "its a waste that i didn't get to see you guys there" Cause they were @ penang when i left. LMAO. hahahahhah (: but the 30 scd's chat with him was awesome too :D 

We shake hands then it was thomas's turn. yeahh, smile* shake hands. then Danny, Smile* shake hands. Then Rynn. I said Happy birthday when he was signing my cover. then he lifted his head and said thanks to me (: and when we're gonna shake our hands, he used his left hand to shake and i was like...argh~ my hands are full fill stuffs! help! but then we did a "prince and princess" hand shake instead! hahahhaha (: LMAO.

Then after everthing is over, everyone was waiting for TJ,Rynn and Danny to come out so everyone can chase after them. EVERYONE IS CRAZY! well, for me.. i didn't have anything to do that time so i just wait out side the Cafe. 

So sadly, i didn't get to take photo with TJ. haiiz. waited kinda long after *almost* everyone left the place. ><" but i did say goodbye when they went into the car! hahahah (: there were like few of us there. so Thomas from TJ was waving at us (: well, not sure what Jack was doing cuz the window is dark from outside ==' 

Well, I've promised about the video's and there u have it. just click to my youtube then you'll se the LAME LAME video's i  made. 

teeeheeeeeeee :D

Lovesss

CYD (: