Every Part of ME

Maybe I will never be
Who I was before
Maybe I don't know her anymore
Maybe who I am today
Ain't so far from yesterday
Can I find a way to be
Every part of me

Whats up guys!? I honestly didn't plan to post a new post. I;ve been surfing around the net for like few weeks. but I just found out something i should have seeeeeeeeeen earlier before.

guess what? i just realize there's like/been over a thousand views on my blog! is this surprising or what?!

well, i dont really think so.. hahahahah LMAO

should i tell my LIFE stories to you? hmm, well i think i should. cause it will link you guys to.. HERE. and whats happening NOW.

so, you guys might have seen the really Hush post i written few weeks ago about Jerica and my life stuff's. and i feel awful now. once again, SORRY to EVERYONE/ANYONE i've been meannnn to. forgive me?

Well, as what we call BEST FRIENDS, Jer and I went back to normal. Tho' we know what has happen, happened..but we let it a side. Jer took me to Rynn's Concert @ Arena stars Genting. [12122009] and it was a BLAST. long story.. but we got VVIP in the last min before the show start! like WTF? 

but it was like my first time ever sitting in the VVIP zone and ON THE FLOOR in the middle of the whole VVIP. like OMFG. everyone was like why is she there? hahahahhahaha (:

 LMAO. but anyways, the VVIP really made us EXTREAM happy. XD 

1- cuz we get closer seats

2- we're sitting in THE MIDDLE of the whole VVIP!

3- We get to walk up to Rynn really CLOSELY! touched his hands! hahahahahah

4- I can run to the front of the stage to take close up picx. 

5- Jack from THomasJAck WAVED AT ME! muahahhaaahahahah LMAO

okay now, long story SHORT.

I totally crazy about Thomas Jack these few days. even tho' its been a WEEK after the concert, but im still hanging around @ TJ's Facebook profile. talking to the fans. HANGING AROUND. 

I really enjoy it cuz TJ READS OuR MAILS hahahahahhah they even talk about it on AIR. *glad*

Well, im like everyone's Doctor there, curing the fan's heart. I wonder why, but honestly, WHY DO THeY CRY SO EASILY? like missing TJ toooooo much  makes them cry ALL DAY! everytime they post, they'll cry so MADLY. then the doctor (AKA ME) had to go "an wei" them .ahahahhaha LMAO

well, Its like 4AM now. but im still chilling my eyes At the laptop. Thanks to the 1000+ viewers. hahahha.

gotta say THANKS to MACIA n Je` for the Christmas Present! Dad is back, but i haven't get the CD from him yet~ I think he will Probably give it to me on christmas day. since its a Christmas Present (: 

oh oh! also, My youtube account is going really well these few days. i've posted few video's up , about me doing singing cover's ofcourse. Link- www.youtube.com/cydneypl i know i shouldn't post them but i really enjoys it! so please NO HAteRS! comment will be thank and grateful (:

Now, i gtg sleep. going PENANG tomorrow. Hopefully will/ will not bring my laptop there. NOT SURE YET. but i'll DEFINITELY  be posting another video after the trip. 

Will be celebrating Christmas with a bunch of guys soon. dont worry, they're all my parent's friend's son. LMAO Im always the only girl around them. NO other reason why im so TOMBOYish now.

Hahahahhahhahahah. 

okay, so i guess ALL 09 FORM 3's are really excited? nahh` NERVOUS and AFRAID to take their results.. right? well, SO AM I! gahh` i hate the government! THEY DONT GIVE A SHIT for us to enjoy Christmas. WHAT IS THEIR PROBS MAN? ohwell, anyways. Im not taking my results on that day. wont be around that time. might take it a little later. but anyways, if you're seen my results, (tho i really dont want anyone to) DO SPAM IT ON MY BLOG! or just SMS me. it will be much better. i'll be thanking you by then (:

ANYWAYS.

Bye guys! Love you guys! 

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Much appreciated! (:

NIGHTS/MORNING!