I Never Told You

Hey everyone, its been a long long time since my um.. last blog update..?
Well, So many things going on now-a-days..
I dont really know which is the real world.. and you can tell that im kinda lost.

Yes, im now in America.
Yes, school hasn't start till 31st August.
Yes, I wont be coming back to Malaysia, atleast a year..
No, I dont have friends my age yet..
No, I dont miss you guys back there..



Im MISSING you guys SO SO badly over here.

Being apart of something, a gang, a club, your friend and a family means alot to me.
It makes me feel appreciated , feel alive and somehow just felt happy hanging out with you.
But now that im out here alone.. with my brother..
We both have the same feeling.
Its like you've lost something you always have by your side, but u just dont know what it is.
A Home, maybe..?

My dad just left last night and yea, i cried.
I thought i would be stronger but i wasn't.
Well.. Its okay, Its okay. We cry once in a while right.?
Sitting in the living room right now, dont know what to do.
Dad use to sit down there, at the dining table a day ago and now its just empty.
Hmm, the night seems so quiet just the 2 of us now.

Thanks guys, for asking about my life here, right now.
Im so glad to know that you guys still remembers me..
I really dont know how and what will i turn to be when i return for visit next time..
I cant doubt that i wont change. Good or bad who knows..?
but i'll keep my self in track of the GOOD line.
hopefully i'll get even smarter when i return ;D

Its getting late. Went out whole day again.
So tired already.
oh wait, i've some YES's left out..
check out below..

Yes, I sleep quite alot.. specially in the car.
Yes, i grew so much fatter.. I get hungry every 2-3 hours.
Yes, Im addicted to Hot Dogs, Burgers, Mc Coffee and um..
Anyways, i'll control my diet. seriously, or i'll be a pig . for sure.
Yes, i have PE classes during school hours too. and guess what?
I might be joining the Tennis, Choir, Dance Team and even learning BIOLOGY.
Lol .

Im glad :)
Its seriously late and i haven't shower..
Good Night babes and babes's.. ;D

P/s : Photo's will be uploaded when i have a desktop / laptop to myself. SORRY.
P/s: My English is very bad cause im so lazy right now x)

Love you guys .
xo.
Cyd (:

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